You would have to really know me to understand this. Since
most of you don’t
really know me I’m
going to do my best to give you a glimpse of me. I’ve
been described as oxymoronic, mysterious, emotionless, emotional, serious,
silly, fearless, unique and odd. I’m a lot of things wrapped up in one woman. However, one thing I wouldn’t be described as
is a woman looking for love. For a long time now I’ve been
Ms. Go With the Flow.
Ms. I
Just Want to Enjoy Life. My Only Child Style personality would often scoff
at the thought of sharing my space with another human being
all the time. Sometimes = yeah. All the
time = panic. I think I even began subconsciously picking people who I
ultimately knew would not work out as “All the Time”. You know,
Mr. Emotionally Unavailable.
Mr. Doesn’t Quite Have it Together Yet,
Mr. We’re At Different Stages of Life Right
Now and my all-time favorite,
Mr.
Wounded Bird. If it looked like it could be—forever-
ever I internally freaked out. I’m a self-proclaimed “Avid Seeker
of Freedom”. I try to love everyone but that relationship type love was not on
my freedom seeking radar.
Then a few Sundays back I happened to glance through
Instagram and I saw several people post that D’Angelo would be dropping his
album “Black Messiah” at midnight. Saaay Whu? My initial thought was--
